I'm getting tired of the same shit but happening every single day. I go to school, go to work, come home, play some video games with my brother then go to bed. Every. Single. Day. I need a change. I don't want to go to school anymore even though I finish this year. I want out of this small ass town. I want to make music all day. I want to be in Seattle, living with my brother. I want a group of friends I see on a regular basis. I just want to live the life I want without a care!!!
As you can tell, I'm in the middle of a mental breakdown and all of you get to witness it. SCORE!!!
I just don't know anymore. Life is getting to the point where it seems meaningless unless you are doing what you love while being around those you love. I live by myself, my social life consists of talking to the people I work with at work, and I don't have time to do any music (which tears me up inside).
Alright, rant is over. Having this outlet is kind of nice because no one I know reads this and I don't have to worry about someone reading these and trying to sit me down and have a talk about how concerned they are.
Remember when we were young and we couldn't wait to grow up?
But now, all grown up, we look back and ask why.
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